StupidFuture

Dec 21

I need someone to remind me what Christmas is really about. I’ve lost sight.

Dec 09

So very happy today is Friday. 5 o’clock can not come fast enough this has been a shitty week.

Tired + cold medicine hang over= grumpy Deja

Nov 11

Spending the evening with the hubs, after 5 years together you think that I wouldn’t view it as such a privilege, but I do.

So ready for this day to end. I am not grumpy for once and I want to be out having fun!!!

Please 5 hurry up

Sometimes I get in this funk and can’t seem to shake how bad my mind is perceiving life is. I been in said funk for a while now.

Today though I feel great mentally, at some point last night my mind decided that although my life isn’t the easiest it is by no means the hardest.

Today I am just happy.

Everyone struggles some just do it more publicly then others.

Sep 06

I would really like to get back to writing on here but I don’t know where to start so much has happened in these past few months I don’t feel like I have processed any of it and I need to. I need to badly before it eats me up inside.

May 27

Things tumblr should know.

I am getting the cutest Kitty tomorrow!

In a months time Jeff and I started looking at houses, made an offer, bought a house, moved, went on vacation.

Feb 15

So this was my Valentine’s gift. I think is way better then flowers.

Feb 14

So my car needs a new headlight you have to take out the fender lining to change the bulb. What kind of design is that. You have to remove parts to change a headlight bulb. It is so stupid.

Feb 12

curtcole asked: HOLY SHIT! I almost missed your birthday! Happy birthday you lovely lady.

I didn’t see this message before, thanks.

This week

• I started a new job on my birthday, there were a whole 5 people that came into work because it snowed the day before. 
• I got zero birthday presents on my birthday, Jeff shipped them to his mom and dad’s but we didn’t get to go out to get them due to the snow. 
• I am boss at alphabetizing things. I alphabetized no less than 300 documents. 
• I cleaned my house today
• and made dinner
• and did all the laundry. Including the blankets that have been sitting in the hallway for WEEKS!
• I am going to Wal-Mart to night and buying what ever I want as reward. 

Feb 11

So my new job is alright. Somewhat interesting, but oh my God so much paperwork.

Feb 10

mshermionedanger-deactivated201 asked: Happy birthday!

Thank you so much. It was a very mind numbing day. I am happy to be home.

A few things about today:

So today is my birthday.

I start my new job today.

The roads are a lovey mix of ice and snow.

It is ten degrees outside. I live in Arkansas, such temperatures should be forbidden.