December 2011
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I need someone to remind me what Christmas is really about. I’ve lost sight.
Dec 21st
So very happy today is Friday. 5 o’clock can not come fast enough this has been a shitty week. Tired + cold medicine hang over= grumpy Deja
Dec 9th
November 2011
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Spending the evening with the hubs, after 5 years together you think that I wouldn’t view it as such a privilege, but I do.
Nov 12th
So ready for this day to end. I am not grumpy for...
Please 5 hurry up
Nov 11th
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Sometimes I get in this funk and can’t seem to shake how bad my mind is perceiving life is. I been in said funk for a while now. Today though I feel great mentally, at some point last night my mind decided that although my life isn’t the easiest it is by no means the hardest. Today I am just happy.
Nov 11th
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Everyone struggles some just do it more publicly then others.
Nov 11th
September 2011
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I would really like to get back to writing on here but I don’t know where to start so much has happened in these past few months I don’t feel like I have processed any of it and I need to. I need to badly before it eats me up inside.
Sep 6th
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May 2011
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Things tumblr should know.
I am getting the cutest Kitty tomorrow! In a months time Jeff and I started looking at houses, made an offer, bought a house, moved, went on vacation.
May 27th
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February 2011
10 posts
Feb 15th
So my car needs a new headlight you have to take out the fender lining to change the bulb. What kind of design is that. You have to remove parts to change a headlight bulb. It is so stupid.
Feb 15th
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curtcole asked: HOLY SHIT! I almost missed your birthday! Happy birthday you lovely lady.
Feb 13th
This week
I started a new job on my birthday, there were a whole 5 people that came into work because it snowed the day before.  I got zero birthday presents on my birthday, Jeff shipped them to his mom and dad’s but we didn’t get to go out to get them due to the snow.  I am boss at alphabetizing things. I alphabetized no less than 300 documents.  I cleaned my house today and made dinner ...
Feb 13th
So my new job is alright. Somewhat interesting, but oh my God so much paperwork.
Feb 11th
mshermionedanger-deactivated201 asked: Happy birthday!
Feb 11th
A few things about today:
So today is my birthday. I start my new job today. The roads are a lovey mix of ice and snow. It is ten degrees outside. I live in Arkansas, such temperatures should be forbidden.
Feb 10th
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Conversation with my boss about fill my position
Me: What qualification do you think the next person should have?
Boss: NOT BLACK!
Me: *Giving my patented WTF face*
Boss: Well I guess we shouldn't put that people might take it wrong.
Me: Like your racist?
Boss: I not racist.
Feb 4th
I got a new job. A real 40 hour a week with NO...
I never had a job like that. I ALWAYS WORK Saturdays. I won’t know what to do with myself. 
Feb 3rd
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Things that happend this morning:
Took a cold shower because my husband used ALL of the hot water. Put on my interview heels, which are now magically too big. Decided to wear them anyway, I put cotton balls in the toes.  Ran a stop sign Had a job interview  Took a drug test All roads have standing water on them, I may need a boat to get home today. Was late for work
Feb 1st
January 2011
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Help me find books to read
I decided that I am going to read 52 books this year in an attempt to read more. So far this year I have read The Hunger Games trilogy, Little Bee and currently reading The Book Thief. Last year I remember reading; all but the first book in the Harry Potter series (I read the first book the summer before), The reader, The Great Gatsby, Fare Well to Arms (I hated it), the first book in the Dresden...
Jan 31st
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In a matter of 5 minutes I got an interview for a job that I accidentally applied for and sprayed myself in the face with cooking spray. Why would anyone hire me? 
Jan 31st
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Things I learned this morning: I am incapable of putting in earrings while looking at my self in the mirror. The kettle always screams when I go to the bathroom.
Jan 29th
I am going to finish making this hat today. I am damn it! 
Jan 27th
Changed my name from DejaVu to StupidFuture. I really need to go to bed and stop fiddling with things
Jan 27th
I am beginning to understand why I am never rested in the morning no matter when I go to sleep. My husband rolls over and ends up pretty much on top of me. That isn’t a restful position for me. You since I am being crushed and all.
Jan 27th
fabulous and immune to your judgment: there should... →
ah-shuh-lee: i mean it’s total baloney that women are these gentle things with kind hearts and vaginas what if there was a woman who picked up dudes and scalped them only instead of scalping their heads, she scalped their pubic region i mean has that ever been done? no and she takes these pubic scalps and… I think there are more female serial killlers then we know about, the police...
Jan 27th
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I can’t sleep I am starting to think that the three hour nap I took because my head hurt was a bad idea.
Jan 27th
I read all of the Hunger Games trilogy the other day (Thursday through Saturday) and I was amazing. I couldn’t put the books down. Why did I wait so long to read them? It is one of those types of books where you are completely in the universe that the author creates. I wish there were more. Three wasn’t enough. 
Jan 25th
The first email I read this morning:  I love you and god love’s you too.  That is from my 8 year old niece. I very well can’t tell her that I know you love me but there is no god. 
Jan 25th
I finally got 3G on At&t. I really would just settle for being able to make a phone call from my desk. 
Jan 19th
My favorite cousin in the whole world is getting married. I really couldn’t be happier. 
Jan 18th
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I can’t sleep. I am going to be so tired at work in the morning. I suck at life.
Jan 15th
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I am video chatting with my 8 year old niece. Friday night well spent.
Jan 15th
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Jan 15th
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It was 15 degrees outside when I left for work. Best feature ever on a car is remote start. My car was toasty when I got in to leave.
Jan 12th
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December 2010
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Dec 31st
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What I want in 2011
Get pregnant. (Chances are slim. I have PCOS and my family has a really hard time conceiving.  My sister has been trying for 6 or 7 years.) Be more responsible with money. Start saving to buy a house.  Better my grammer. Become a better writer. Write on here more. Stop holding things back.  See my niece more. Have her come spend time at my house more. Go see her more. SHE IS IMPORTANT.  Find...
Dec 31st
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The weather today in Arkansas is nuts. It is in the upper 60’s and stormy. There is bad weather to the west of us. There were tornados last night (not were I am at). It’s winter Arkansas please act like it. 
Dec 31st
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This year
This year has been alright. Nothing amazing happened and nothing horrible.  I went camping for the first time. It was awful. 90 degrees at night and way to may mosquitoes. I got ate up, and there was no escape because they found their way into out tent. It was a miserable experience. I would go again.  My mom had a heart attack but came out alright.  My dad was diagnosed with polyps on his...
Dec 31st
So they turned out well. Yay for drinking and cooking also the first time I made anything with yeast so really double yay.
Dec 31st
So I am buzzed and I am attempting to make soft prezels. First time ever. I don’t think this will end well.
Dec 31st
When people pick their email address do they think that no one is going to see them/laugh at them for having sexypapa@whatever.com. I mean really the dude is like 60 and is rough for wear.  I don’t really think the email address fits.   I do get a giggle when I have to enter them into the system at work. 
Dec 30th
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Hope that everyone has a great Christmas.
Enjoy the day.
Dec 25th
I felt like crap yesterday so I went to the doctor. I have a sinus infection. They gave me an antibiotic that I am allergic to. My hands are swollen, feverish, itch, and hurt. I feel worse then I did yesterday. Doctor’s Visit= FAIL
Dec 7th
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November 2010
20 posts
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In this installment of facts that no one knows but...
I currently resided in a twon that was once called Bonerville during the 1800s. The name was change due to confusion over to many similarly sounding towns in the state. I am  disproportional sad that the name was changed.
Nov 24th
I have a question do people really watch the Macy’s Thanksgiving parade at home? Like do they gather around the tv a comment on the floats?
Nov 24th
@ailanthusaltissima I have never eaten a Oatmeal Chocolate chip cookie my life is so sheltered!  
Nov 24th
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idoitcounterclockwise asked: My special ladyfriend thinks about getting bangs. I hate bangs, but of course it’s her head and hair and I won’t tell her what to do. What will I answer when she asks me for my opinion? You love her and want her to be happy so you should allow her to what she pleases. I would of course express that you tend not to find bangs overly attractive. I...
Nov 24th
Also my husband stopped by and dropped off the things I forgot at home without me asking him. He read my post on tumblr and just brought them up her like a boss. Reason 1,234,234,234 that he is the best ever.
Nov 24th
Tumblr is being mean it won’t let me publish my answer to ICCW question!
Nov 24th
a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a asked: Questions:

1. What is your favorite month and why?

2. If you were told "You can never go to Paris France, but you will have an unlimited supply of croissants for life" would you take that deal?

3. Is there a dish that's particularly synonymous with Thanksgiving for you?

4. What's the worst thing a person's ever...
Nov 24th